"Better Than I" from Joseph King of Dreams
Sunday, November 3, 2013
God Knows "Better Than I"
Last week we studied John 11:1-16. Verses 4 through 6 were the most interesting to me. To someone who reads this passage for the first time it must be very confusing. I even wonder every time, “Why did Jesus do what he did? Why didn’t he go to Lazarus right away?” The answer is in verse 4, where it says, “When he heard this, Jesus said, “This sickness will not end in death. No, it is for God’s glory so that God’s Son may be glorified through it.”" The verses I find even more interesting are 5 and 6. Jesus had just found out that his friend Lazarus was very sick, and he knew what was going to happen. Instead of leaving everything and running to his friends to help them, Jesus stayed where he was. Verses 5 and 6 say, "Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. So when he heard that Lazarus was sick, he stayed where he was two more days." If I had written the story it would have sounded more like this, "Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. SO he left everything and ran as fast as he could to help his friend.” It makes more sense that way, right? However, this is my way not God’s way. In verse 4 it clearly says that this sickness would not end in death but would glorify God. God knows why he does the things he does and why he does it that way. He has a plan. There is a saying and TV show called “father knows best.” We can apply this to God. He knows best, not just better but best. He knows everything.
I often don’t realize how much I limit God. I often think that He can’t do this or that or something that is out of my reach is impossible to receive, but I have learned many times that it is not. At the beginning of this semester I had some issues with financial aid and was frustrated because the promised money didn’t come in on time. I had to pay a 5% fine on the overdue tuition. One half had been covered by a scholarship, but the other half still needed to be paid. Of course I didn’t have $2100 to balance my account, and I literally didn’t know what to do. A week after this happened I checked my financial aid account again and had received four grant and loan offers for this school year. The total amount offered, including my scholarship, was about $23,000. (On a side note, I am 24 now, so technically my parents can’t file me in their taxes, so I have to be independent.) When I saw that, my jaw dropped. I simply hadn’t expected anything like that. I hadn’t prayed for money but just a way to be able to pay the rest of my tuition. This was an unexpected answer to my worries and prayer beyond what I had in mind. Now I don’t have to worry about money for a while. God knew my trouble and looked farther ahead than I ever could have. He took care of me for the future. God knows BEST.
In my story verses 5 and 6 would sound like this, “Now Jesus loved Johanna. So when he heard she was worried and troubled he waited one more week.” In the Bible Lazarus did die and his sisters were devastated and even mad at Jesus. He taught them, though, that it was for a greater good. There was a reason behind his actions. He gave them the greatest miracle. He raised Lazarus from the dead, and he was perfectly healthy and normal again. So for me this means things won’t always/never go my way because I am only nearsighted and can’t see beyond the now.
I often don’t realize how much I limit God. I often think that He can’t do this or that or something that is out of my reach is impossible to receive, but I have learned many times that it is not. At the beginning of this semester I had some issues with financial aid and was frustrated because the promised money didn’t come in on time. I had to pay a 5% fine on the overdue tuition. One half had been covered by a scholarship, but the other half still needed to be paid. Of course I didn’t have $2100 to balance my account, and I literally didn’t know what to do. A week after this happened I checked my financial aid account again and had received four grant and loan offers for this school year. The total amount offered, including my scholarship, was about $23,000. (On a side note, I am 24 now, so technically my parents can’t file me in their taxes, so I have to be independent.) When I saw that, my jaw dropped. I simply hadn’t expected anything like that. I hadn’t prayed for money but just a way to be able to pay the rest of my tuition. This was an unexpected answer to my worries and prayer beyond what I had in mind. Now I don’t have to worry about money for a while. God knew my trouble and looked farther ahead than I ever could have. He took care of me for the future. God knows BEST.
In my story verses 5 and 6 would sound like this, “Now Jesus loved Johanna. So when he heard she was worried and troubled he waited one more week.” In the Bible Lazarus did die and his sisters were devastated and even mad at Jesus. He taught them, though, that it was for a greater good. There was a reason behind his actions. He gave them the greatest miracle. He raised Lazarus from the dead, and he was perfectly healthy and normal again. So for me this means things won’t always/never go my way because I am only nearsighted and can’t see beyond the now.
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Friday, June 21, 2013
The importance of God's word
Reading God’s word and praying first thing in the morning has changed me a lot. It makes a difference in how I go about my day especially since my days are pretty uneventful. God’s word somehow allows me to be fine with the quiet and uneventful days I am living right now, usually I would get annoyed when my days were like that. I should be thankful for these days because they allow me to rest and prepare for days that may be overwhelming and overloaded with things to do. The busier days are going to come soon which is great because not doing much makes me lazy. Studying the Bible several times a week also strengthens me. Going to group Bible study and the Genesis Bible Academy is very refreshing. At the beginning of the summer I wasn’t even sure if I wanted to go to the GBA but once I went I wanted to go every time. However, it also coincides with my group Bible study which I am bummed about. I decided, though, that it is also important if I attend that meeting because it prepares me for Sunday Worship Service. Either way, I receive God’s word, so it doesn’t matter where I go.
Friday, April 12, 2013
Prayer
At YDJ we talked about prayer today. Our theme this semester is Fellowship and attributes of it. Prayer is something I am lacking in. It is not like I am not doing it but it is not my priority either. I do a quick prayer in the morning and evening, at least sometimes. I realized, however, that I don’t do as well when I don’t pray. Jesus taught his disciples the importance of prayer, though, through the Lord’s Prayer. It is a simple prayer but it contains and says everything I would need to say to God. This prayer is more for myself. At YDJ I learned though that prayer for others should be an essential part of my life. 1 Samuel 12:23 says, “As for me, far be it from me that I should sin against the Lord by failing to pray for you. And I will teach you the way that is good and right.” WOW! Not praying for others clearly is a sin. Until today I didn’t know this. I always thought praying for others is important but I wasn’t aware that not doing so would be a sin.
When I notice that someone is not doing well I try my best to remember them in my prayers, but I often pray for them once or twice and then stop for no particular reason. Isaiah 62:6 and 7 says, I have posted watchmen on your walls, Jerusalem; they will never be silent day or night. You who call on the Lord, give yourselves no rest,and give him no rest till he establishes Jerusalem and makes her the praise of the earth.” The bold part is important. And ties to what I said before. I give up or stop praying, but I am told to give myself and God no rest until he hears me if he wants to hear me. During our meeting someone talked about Daniel who fasted and prayed for days and weeks until Gabriel appeared to him and told him that if he hadn’t continued praying he couldn’t have come because the angels were in a battle with evil and couldn’t have come earlier. That is an amazing story, and it comes to show how powerful prayer can be. The prayer we talked about in our meeting was more focused on praying together as a group, but a lot of what we talked about is very relevant to my personal prayer life.
When I notice that someone is not doing well I try my best to remember them in my prayers, but I often pray for them once or twice and then stop for no particular reason. Isaiah 62:6 and 7 says, I have posted watchmen on your walls, Jerusalem; they will never be silent day or night. You who call on the Lord, give yourselves no rest,and give him no rest till he establishes Jerusalem and makes her the praise of the earth.” The bold part is important. And ties to what I said before. I give up or stop praying, but I am told to give myself and God no rest until he hears me if he wants to hear me. During our meeting someone talked about Daniel who fasted and prayed for days and weeks until Gabriel appeared to him and told him that if he hadn’t continued praying he couldn’t have come because the angels were in a battle with evil and couldn’t have come earlier. That is an amazing story, and it comes to show how powerful prayer can be. The prayer we talked about in our meeting was more focused on praying together as a group, but a lot of what we talked about is very relevant to my personal prayer life.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Well, I obviously failed to post last month but things have been kind of crazy and busy. I was sick for three weeks and am still recovering.
Sickness always sets me back at least two steps and I can’t get done what I need to get done. I need to learn to pray better because then life will be so much easier.
Sickness always sets me back at least two steps and I can’t get done what I need to get done. I need to learn to pray better because then life will be so much easier.
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